Thursday, October 8, 2009

Melancholic conversations

Boy: ...
Girl: but you distanced yourself from me. I suffered because of that.
Boy: I don't want you to depend solely on me. There might be days when we won't have each other anymore.
Girl: But I need you. I really need you. You shouldn't give me hope.
Boy: I'm not sure.
Girl: Not sure of what?
Boy: The future and what lies.
Girl: Or you're not sure of your love?
Boy: My love is my future.
Girl: Why must you fall in love with me then? Why do you have to make me love you so much? I was suffering. Waiting for you.
Boy: I made you suffer all the time. I know that.
Girl: I thought you never knew. Never realize.
Boy: I always realize. I smiled, but deep in me. I'm not sure...

*I can't afford to lose you. I can't afford to make you cry again. Therefore, it's better you find someone who doesn't.

4 comments:

  1. eyh. dont give up like that. you're hurting her more that way.

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  2. you make me fall for you.. just to tell me that you never meant for it to happen... i recently ended a relationship where he constantly second guest everything.. it's painful but i wont fall deeper..

    *very nice thought*

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  3. indah: love, the sweet pain. Giving us meaningful life. Filled with smiles and tears we can't escape. ;)

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